I am amongst struggle. I am amongst burdens. I am amongst trial. I am amongst tribulations. 

I feel as if i’ve progressed as much as life would allow me to, for this moment. And now life has chosen to have it’s way with me, and dish out unfortunate events and feelings to my undeserving soul.

I need clarity, and reassurance. I need deliverance and strength. 

——

Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.