Split me wide open;
I am amongst struggle. I am amongst burdens. I am amongst trial. I am amongst tribulations.
I feel as if i’ve progressed as much as life would allow me to, for this moment. And now life has chosen to have it’s way with me, and dish out unfortunate events and feelings to my undeserving soul.
I need clarity, and reassurance. I need deliverance and strength.
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Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.
9653.) I used do self mutilate every morning when I woke up, every day at 12:00 at school, every time I got home, and every night before I went to bed. I dont know how to quit. But that, and drugs are my only escape. Im too scared to tell my parents. I’ve thought about suicide over 30 times within a week. I’ve been serious about suicide 72 times. I still have every letter I wrote. Im only 12.
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